I get lost in the stress of everyday life sometimes. So much so that I just wanna walk away from everything. I get angry and stay that way for awhile... Despite my want and love of being a possetive person. I just wonder if anyone else feels that way. You just want to be someone people like to be around, but everyday life just brings a dark cloud over you and people rather stay away....
If so, then how do you work through it? I've become so overwhelmed with things that I can't seem to crawl out of my dark hole before someone or something else comes up that knocks me back down into it. ( I am also one of those people who realize we can't blame other's for our attitude.. but understand that everyone in yout life effects everything about you, whether they bring you up or down... its not always up to you how they effect you, and it's not always a "choice" to get rid of them if they are the type to bring you down). I used to write and that'd help me escape, but now with two small children, the writings are few and far between and always interupted swiftly.
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