Monday, December 12, 2011

Working, Kids, Love and Life.

So, Shortly after my last post I started my job at Picture Me Portraits. I love it because it deals with photography and people. I don't get a lot of hours, and soon I'll be getting less so I am looking for another job, either on top of this one or instead depending on the hours the new job will offer.
I am still in Santa fe and still at my sisters house. I love being able to hang out with her and her kids, I love all she does, but I really miss Texas.
I also miss Sonny, he and I started to really work things out before I left and have taken it all to another level of good since I've been here. He's gotten back to good, and I couldn't be happier for him. I just wish I was there to enjoy him. We talked a lot about moving out here to start over but the more I think about it, the more I miss Lake Jackson, or even Clute.
New Mexico, although it's where I come from, has never felt like a good fit for me... and still doesn't.
I sure as hell don't fit in Liverpool either, that's for damn sure.. lol... but, if I had my choice and could find a place and a job in LJ, I'd go back.. wouldn't take me more than two heart beats... that's for damn sure.
..... I'm a workin' mama now... I enjoy it but it is hard work because the duties of a stay at home mom don't elude you just becuz you're not by your children's side for 8 hrs of the day... you still have to clean, cook, bathe, fight with them over what to where, what to eat.. cuddle them when they need it and let them grow when they dont... being a mama is a very exhausting but rewarding job.