so, here I am, last time I blogged I was in NM, about a month later I moved back to TX to give it one last chance.. one last try... and here I sit in NM again, so I guess that tells you what happened.
I've been looking for a job, so the stay at home mom thing will hopefully soon be coming to an end. Not that I don't want to be at home with my sons, that's the part that hurts the worse, but I have to do what I have to do to show them that when things get hard you are the only one who can pull yourself out of it. I spent the last couple of years waiting for broken promises to be kept and for someone to step up the way they needed to, that wasn't their fault, but mine for sticking it out so long.
my sons are tons happier here, despite a few very rocky beginings, they're prospering very well. they are a bit out of control, I know once I am able to get my own place and get things on track, and in my own place, that they will start behaving very well.
I am so grateful to my sister for helping me out, I know it's a lot to take on a whole family, especially at this time, I don't know what I'd do without her.
I am waiting very patiently for my phone call that says hey come in so you can start training!
Soon enough, I know.
